"I love you. And not in a friendly way..."

I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think

we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection,
puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it.
And it's not because you're unattainable. I love you.
Very simply, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute
and quality I've ever looked for in another person....

Looking at Dirty Sites.

Special Note -> I was suppose to post this earlyier this on Friday but haven't done so.
So I'm finally doing it now.

Hello my dears.
Actually at school today for once!
Couldn't go all week (well the majority of it) because I had to go for tests at QA.
My dad and I thought it started on Monday but it actually started on Tuesday so we wasted time going there and then trying to drop me off at school on time.
Typical. I got there late.
Went there on Tuesday, was also suppose to go there on Wensday but the fact that we went through the tests pretty fast I didn't have to come, well unless if I wanted to hang out in the waiting room for acouple hours with no reason what-so-ever, then I could.
Well screw that.
I went to school, but ditched all my classes.
Hanged out at Ms.P's room for the entire day.
It was very relaxful. Had my stash of newspaper articles to disect.
I've been hitting the newspapers hard these days, puts the stressful things of my mind for abit.
Can't wait to go on anti-depressants. It will seriously make my life easyier.
Seriously it will!!!

Yesterday (Thursday, for people who don't have calendars) I tried uploading more kinkies but my laptop was being so slow that I couldn't even go on the site properly!

AAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This image perfectly shows my facial expression. Fuck, this also happens to me when I'm looking at dirty sites and it stops loading halfway and I've been waiting for half an hour already! Fuck. Haha.
Anyways I did manage to upload them... eventually.
*Yay!*
Will be posting my Christmas Inventory Thingy later this week.
Also will be explaing my issues about umbrellas too with that.


So long and farewell?

Fill More Space up With Kinky.

Dead.

Went to QA today for the last final test thingy I had to do.
Didn't have to go back to school after so my dad took me to Starbucks (even though I wasn't really in the mood) and bought me coffee (which amazingly enough I wasn't in the mood for that either... and it was grande too... Is it just me or did the grande size got bigger?) which was alright I suppose, didn't feel well after.
BLKEH.

Missing a specific person like crazy... feeling really alone now these days.
BLKEH.

Suppose to be cleaning my room... fuck that, I'll do it later.
I feel dead. Seriously.
No thoughts, no feelings, no nothing.
Just dead.

I want someone or anyone to come by and randomly hang out with me... but then again... everybody usually forgets where I live or they just don't bother.
Oh well.


So long and farewell?

It Takes Skills to Lose a Plastic Spoon.

Well... I am lost for words of what just happens moments ago (when writing this as a draft)...
It takes skills to lose a plastic spoon within two mintues of first recieving it for my raspberry and peach yoguet parfait from Starbucks. It just goes to prove my klutziness still attacks me like a dead baby.
Sorry for bringing up the dead baby... Jordan and I were trying to crack dead baby jokes earlyier today... Haha

What's the difference between a watermelon and a dead baby?
A watermelon floats.

Haha... sorry, I just had to put it in.
Anyways... Where was I? Oh yes, due to my confused look of wondering where the heck I put that spoon, the lady next to me giggled. I asked her if she've seen my spoon. She didnt. T__T *Sighs*.

I guess I should mention (if I haven't done so already, too lazy to check with my older posts) that I've dropped my Planning 10 class with Mz.Z (yay!) acouple months ago. I'm trying to take it online now. I called the people who were organizing it and left a message. They called back and left a message. I called them back again and left a message.
They didn't call me back yet. *Sighs*. I hate playing cat and mouse through answering machines. *Sighs*.
So no way I'm passing Planning 10 now before next semester. Shitfaced.
Well the only good thing about this is that I have a spare now for my D block (yay!).
So what do I do during my spare? CRASH ANOTHER CLASS OFCORSE! =D
Haha, nah I don't cause that much damage, but I do randomly for the majority of time, chill in Ms.P's English 11 class.
Just sit in the back, relax, and eat a shitload of crackers.
Mhmm... it reminds me of how I used to spend my time in that class last year (when I was actually in it). How the heck did I pass anyways? Oh well, Ms.P is amazing!
Today I went there again for my spare but I didn't stay long.
I walked down my favourite street to the Starbucks next to Chinatown.
And this is when the mystery of where my spoon go began.

Closed my umbrella (will be talking about umbrellas sooner or later...), ordered a latte, yogurt, spoon... ETC.
BUT I SWEAR TO YOU. THAT FREKIN PLASTIC SPOON WAS IN MY HAND. WHERE THE HECK DID IT GO?
It will remain a mystery until I die.
Fuck me.

Trying to finish The Selected Poems of Rainer Maria Rilke. Translated ofcrose. =P


So long and farewell?

If Anything, Hold on To Life.

+Hold on To Life by ~burntoutlighter on deviantART

A Tad Late with the Kinky.

Sorry I'm late with uploading kinky pictures darling, hope you like this one.
It's one of my personal favourites.
Miss you!


So long and farewell?

And Watermelon Rollies Too!

Wow... that was a crazy fucking awesome night (seriously, it's going to be one of my all-time favourites).
SERIOUSLY, IT WAS FANTASTICAL!!!
Mandy and Naomi, we must do that again but with more BlueBucks and Coke bottles!!!
And watermelon rollies to!. Hahahahahahahaa.
And after... yyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... AWESOME!!! *HEARTS*

Oh and Brayden... I do miss you more!
And I'll prove it to you. Sooner or later. Teehee.

Will be blogging more within the next couple days, the brain is still intoxicated after last night and this whole Christmas/New Years Holiday thingy. MUST GET REST; .... DIES.
If that makes any sense whatsoever? Haha.


So long and farewell? Miss you more Brayden!